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Almost everyday I feared assaniation, especially after my father was killed by some Rocket hater, only a few years after the Mew project my mother was murdered. Is it only a matter of time before they get me? I still worry about it day in and day out, they could still be out there... somewhere.
I can never let anybody learn about, Ash. Knowint the hardships of growing up without a father, sometimes I wish, more than anything, I could tell him, but this is for the best, I guess. Sometimes, though, I wish I could tell, Meowth, Jessie, and James to leave him the hell alone. But that would have them asking, why? Even though their not the smartest they could still find out why. Delia is the only other one that even knows. I wonder if I could ever tell him, I doubt it. I couldn't even give her money to send him to Pokemon Technical, like I was, people would dig around till they found out where she got the money, somebody would, somebody always does. Why is it I who has to live this life? There is no way out, there never was, was there?
"Mreorw"
"Huh?" *sits up* Mr. Fluffy had jumped onto the bed. Somehow that cat knew I was still up at three am and something was bothering me. He started rubbing his head on my arm, so I petted him. That had helped me to clear my mind and a couple of minutes later, I fell asleep.